TRY TO HELP

There are no roads
across the fire
all the world
the fear consumes desire

No more feel
under the sea
i pour out tears to show you all what no one else can see

And form a secret alliance
to destroy this depraved science
try to bring the souls together
try to heal the wounds I've made

And I try to help

So very fragile, so hard to please
So fucking fragile, pray for release

I no longer poet, I no longer sing
I only write the whispered word, try to find out what it means

And I try to help

This was actually the track that started my idea for The Geminiac project. It was the first thing I had made in quite a while where after I finished the basic track, I thought, "who the hell is going to use this?" and had no answer. It was the first song I had written completely and totally for myself in so long, I had forgotten how fun and rewarding it could be.

With that, I quickly started to write down lyrical ideas. I had no idea at all what the melody would sound like, I just wanted to write a cool string of words at first to explain some of my frustration with the people around me at the time. I would try so hard to talk and help people, but for some reason they didn't want to listen, or were perhaps afraid to listen. They lashed back at me saying the things I said could not be true.

I'm sure many have felt this frustration before. Well, this songs for you.